jeanne
Happy

Hope that you are having a good day. I'm doing ok as ok as I can

thanks for your message, jeanne, i'm doing fine--struggling a bit with Uni, but it will all work out, i'm sure. as for posting, i look at the new posts daily, i just post only when truly feeling that i've got something to add (which is very seldom the case).
i hope you're doing fine, though, and i love reading your posts, so keep them up!
x

Hi jeanne Did you manage to get your pictures sorted out? Sorry I couldn't help with them

I AM here you know. Just not as frequently. Busy in real life with a new apartment and girlfriendthat takes time so forum trolling has to stand back for a bit .
Take care hun. I know I will!

I'm doing great! Thanks

Hope your move goes off w/o a hitch, I know how much of a pita that can be.

I liked yours, jeanne! We seem to have many experiences and outlooks in common. I've just come back from being briefly with my Master, and after six years it was the best yet (and I've had six fabulous years.) Deeper, more submissive, more trust, more love - he amazed me. Why do I ever keep any of myself from him?! I wish you much joy in your own journey, jeanne x x

thank u so much, its just what i needed atm *hugs* xxx

I almost lost my nerve again. I seem to find the wrong ones and Its hard to stop being so much on the guard all the time. Its also making me feel that something is wrong with me. I didn't have much help from my mother as she was sick in her mind and I forgive her but the blocks that she put there are not that easy to forget. I have to fight them everyday. I don't see myself as a knockout beautiful as I've been told. I just tell myself that they are just saying that and its not for real. Anyways I feel so alone at times and it makes it much harder day in and day out being myself. My daughters want me to be happy and some of me has rubbed off on them. I never told them that I was submissive and kept all that I felt to myself. I worked on making them stronger to stand on their own. We can talk to each other because I've always kept that line of communication open so that anything could be told to me even if I didn't want to hear it I didn't judge them on what they wanted in life. They talked to me and then I told them how I felt. I can't always tell them how I feel as they are young and want to protect mom and they have their own lives to live. It wouldn't be fair to them, So I go on and on everyday fighting this on my own.

Happy Valentines Day!!!

hi thankyou for your post in intro's, hope all is well

fyre_girl xo