From the Journal of Captain Dee:
That day was more than I could ever wish. The sexual feelings that swelled so
continuously inside me were almost out of control. You wouldn't believe me if I
told you "Johnny" was just continuously moist. Can you believe that?
And this is not a totally lustful thing, although surely lust is involved. I
long to do to Katherine all the things I have ever experienced and more, and all
at once. But patience, man, this is serious, very serious.
Katherine is indeed my prize. Not just a prized possession to do with what I
will, although she certainly seems to be that. She is also someone to love, to
cherish. My bond with her grows by the minute. I feel so totally a part of her
and want to hold on forever. My love for her grows by the second.
Her response...this lovely lady must have missed so much in her life. I can feel
her complete willingness to come to me, to be with me. This is an experience
that most women would long for, but also fear. Katherine certainly seems to be
not only longing, but also so willing, even when the experience may be a little
frightening, as in the Jacuzzi this morning.
My Katherine, oh God, how good she is for me.
Katherine seems to have found the place she is meant to be. She seems so
content, so happy, and shows me the sort of adoration that never comes to most
men.
Such a gift.
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