From the Journal of Captain Dee:
How could a woman so young, so new to the pleasures of sex know so much? Her
ability to pick exactly the right moment to move, to touch, to respond. Her
sense of timing is magnificent.
Every man knows those times when he is lying back,
being given wonderful oral sex, and just when he wants it to continue, it slows.
Just when he wants or needs it rough it becomes tender. Just when he needs a
squeeze the hand moves somewhere else. You reach a point when your balls are
bursting, you know you are about to explode, and you lose it. Its made doubly
bad because it then invariably takes quite a lot to get back to that peak, and
the woman, having sensed your previous tension backs off a little.
Katherine knows. Somehow she knows.
That was the first time we had had full oral sex, and it was as good as I could
ever expect it to be.
Everyone experienced in sex knows how important a degree of pain can be.
Picking the level to which you go is something you can only do with experience.
Normally it takes time to learn the level you can respond to without your body
losing the urge to continue on a sexual high.
The feeling of power I have when I am able to dominate as is happening with
Katherine, enhances the feelings of passion to the enth degree. Giving pain is
satisfying even if it goes no further than gripping tightly with your fingers or
having a woman dig into your back, especially at the height of climax.
We also have this ability to sexually enjoy pain at its most severe level. Why
is that? The animal instinct in us that requires us to overpower, to dominate in
order to ensure we have our way?
I love giving pain as a means of enhancing my sexual satisfaction. Katherine
seems to be able to happily and readily accept that. The look of fear mixed with
pain on her face as I held her to the ground, her face covered in sand, was so
sexually pleasing to me I just cannot describe it. And yet the look of longing
and desire on her face as I lifted her to her feet was equally satisfying, and
indicated quite clearly she was wanting to do nothing else but please me.
Katherine was ready for whatever was to come.
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