The Captain's Journal:
There was a time when a few days away would have probably involved a few days of
playing up. Katherine meant so much to me that the thought of playing up had
never even crossed my mind.
The whole time all I could think of was getting back to my little lady, my
precious Little One.
My dreams were filled of visions of her. I imagined her swimming in the surf,
her naked body feeling the sensations of wind and sea, caressing her, protecting
and preparing her for my return. Was she soaking in the Jacuzzi, using the jets
against her body and teasing those wonderful little places? The shower we had
used so often...and her lovely bare pussy...had she shaved again to keep it nice
and fresh and smooth for me? What about the drawer of goodies? I wondered if she
had been tempted to try them.
The thought of all those possibilities made me want to continuously play with
myself, and I often went to sleep still holding "Johnny" and thinking of her,
longing to be back with her.
On my return to the beach the vision that greeted me was so wondrous, so
completely beautiful and sexual. Her lovely long fiery hair cascading
beautifully down over her back and shoulders. And yes, she had remembered. Her
body all ready for me. Ripe, firm, and ready.
The time had finally arrived to try my toys. People have different views about
toys but there is just no way one man, or even two can do for a woman what a
mixture of flesh and toys can do. Vibrations, oils, multi sensations that can
only be given with help. And the wonderful plus of being able to lie back and
watch these things being administered, of the way her body reacts. Something you
cannot do as well when you are so close.
The night was magnificent, especially the new nipple tongs. God I loved those.
The time has come now. I can't hold back any longer. Katherine has given me so
much and has appeared so happy, regardless of what we are doing. I need her. I
need her forever. I must ask her if she'll be my "sub" and love me completely,
unquestioningly, forever.
I've worried about this a lot as I've said before, but I can't wait any longer.
It's time for me to ask Katherine to accept my collar.
Maybe a nice candlelight dinner, some sensual music, a glass of wine or two, and
then...
I wonder, should I?
Yes, I'm sure.
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