I am very new to this scene. My on-line Master has ordered me to cum using my hands before the end of the night... he knows that it is damn near physically impossible for me to do this. I am not turned on by the touch of my own skin, and I don't know how to re-condition myself. He has forbidden me to use anything else to bring myself off... only my fingers. I don't know how to do this, and I'm panicking... If I don't get it done before I go to bed, he's going to punish me tomorrow. Has anybody else had this problem before? If so, how did you solve it? I could use all the help I can get. He is probably going to punish me just for posting here without his permission... but I am so desperate right now, I don't know what else to do. Please help. :'(